A LITTLE SECRET

 

Red fur, black eyeballs, soft feel when you touch, stuffed, says “I love you” when you press her abdomen, Guess who?💬 

Yeah right, it's a teddy, “it's my teddy”, a nonliving thing but it reminds me of “you living in me💗.”

Do you remember the day we bought a teddy to gift a common friend of ours for her birthday?

I'm afraid you aren’t and I'm okay with that.

 Can I tell you a secret, “I didn’t give it to her, it’s with me😉”

 Yes I know, I'm crazy,

 But…. it’s the only thing I had when my mind reminds me of you.

 How can I let go of that?

You don’t even have that teddy and my memories too,

How can something remind you of us?

Sometimes  I'm afraid, maybe you too not mine, you belong to someone else which I hold tight.